Dear Baby,
You seem to not want to eat very much baby! I try to eat a full meal but you prefer small ones. I guess that is healthier. Food is something that your Mom really enjoys and she is trying out new things every day to see what is your favourite. Right now you don't seem to have any favourites.
I worry with all this cramping that you are not doing well. I pray you will be okay. It is hard for me to know what is normal and what is not as you are the first baby I have ever had. I am trying to not worry about it but one thing you will learn fast about your mother (As well as your grandmother) is that I have a hard time not worrying about those I love. I worry about your father all the time when he is at sea or stressed out at work. I want all those I love to be living lives that are easy and peaceful. I know that can't always happen but it would be great if it could.
I think that Merlin knows you exist. He is getting more and more protective of me. Today at the park when I was laying on the grass enjoying the sunshine he would stand right over me. He wanted to ensure I was safe and that you were safe. I know you will love merlin when you meet him although I can't guarantee he will like you right away (he is usually scared of babies)! But you will become the best of friends and he will protect you, with Rory, and give you love like you never thought possible.
I am waiting for the day your presence is less upsetting in my body baby,
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