One woman's journey through pregnancy... With the added bonus of depression
Day One: April 25, 2012
Hey baby,
I found out you exist today. I was having a hard time sleeping so I went to the twenty four hour Sobey's to get a pregnancy test before we went on our flight ( John and I were going on our house hunting in Ottawa) with Porter Airlines (free alcohol). I picked up some sushi, chocolate milk, hair magazine, and a pregnancy test. I tried it out in the sobey's wash room and under two minutes it was clear that you were there.
I texted my mother first to tell her the news (your grandmother was the first to know). Then I told John. You shocked me that is for sure! I hope you turn into a baby. I know my family has a history of miscarriages on the first try, and I have depression, so I am trying to remain detached. But writing this isn't helping much.
I love you already even though you are an alien! I hope we can meet someday even if it is just in heaven.
Love
Mom
I found out you exist today. I was having a hard time sleeping so I went to the twenty four hour Sobey's to get a pregnancy test before we went on our flight ( John and I were going on our house hunting in Ottawa) with Porter Airlines (free alcohol). I picked up some sushi, chocolate milk, hair magazine, and a pregnancy test. I tried it out in the sobey's wash room and under two minutes it was clear that you were there.
I texted my mother first to tell her the news (your grandmother was the first to know). Then I told John. You shocked me that is for sure! I hope you turn into a baby. I know my family has a history of miscarriages on the first try, and I have depression, so I am trying to remain detached. But writing this isn't helping much.
I love you already even though you are an alien! I hope we can meet someday even if it is just in heaven.
Love
Mom
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